Father, we are broken and bound by corruptible flesh and daunting circumstances. This morning as I offer the full of me to You I find that You alone are life’s true sustainable force.
You alone hold all things together. You alone are constantly near to the brokenhearted. And as my wife and I go through another season of hospitalization, You alone are enough for the heart that struggles and suffers.
Even as anger threatens to peel away my peace, even as frustration stirs my quietness, You alone are bringing me back to Your gentle, holy, comforting place.
You alone hold me together. Hold me together now.
As I walk these halls and feel like so isolated by this new struggle, open my eyes to the countless ones around me who struggle and need hope. Reawaken the joy in me that too easily sleeps through days like these. Make me an instrument of Your glory (I laugh because that’s not a phrase I easily adopt!), so that I might clearly sound Your goodness and comfort and hope into other hurting souls.
Thank You that You have brought me from death to life in You. Bring all good things to full recovery that this life may be lived with the knowledge that even the darkest moments are full of Your light.
Away with this dirge, and in with the happy songs. Let them pour from me. Let me not be content to sing the blues but instead, make my song sound like the very grace and mercy You’ve poured into me.
And all of this is to Your glory, my King. Praise and honor to You forever! You have made me proof that struggle does not have to plaster us to a filthy floor of sorrows. You have lifted my mind and I am free to cast off chains and dance.